I wish I had a time machine, to change the way my mind perceives everything my eyes have seen.

Julia, so I'm 18.. Not how it's panned out to be although I love going out now and love having a car! My friends are up and down every day, so is my life... I couldn't tell you if I'm going to be friends with fletch or jess, or if where not because thats how often it changes although I feel I need them most out of every one. I'm a little bit more happier but I'd still drop every thing to go back to my old life, old job, old personality's of friends.. Go back to where I could trust people to come into my house, my life and not turn around and ruin every thing... But as long as I have DRUGS in my life, that will never happen. I know that now.